Thoughts on finding myself through my faith in the One who created me. Confident that I am not wrong for my thoughts and questions because that is who God has made me to be- an individual. We are all made in/through his image, therefore, I am taking the stand to not be ashamed in who I am; as long as my heart is tuned to sing with his ways... I am free.
Thursday, November 29, 2018
An Empty Room
Thursday, December 17, 2015
As I Should Be
When I am found in You.
You see me as You know how
You made me from the start.
No matter where I am,
You love this sinner's heart.
No matter what I've done,
You love this sinner's heart.
No matter what I am,
You love my heart.
When I don't feel like I measure up,
And I find myself doubting this love,
You pursue me relentlessly till I am on my knees
Laying my everything at the cross,
As it should be.
Abandoning all fear and shame for they have no place
in the light of your redeeming grace.
Hallelujah, you see me as you made me!
Hallelujah, this love makes me free!
Hallelujah, you're the king I long to sing to "Hallelujah"!
Saturday, September 20, 2014
Past Due You
Saturday, May 31, 2014
Saturday, April 12, 2014
Trust in You
Forever Yours
Monday, March 3, 2014
Letting Go
Thursday, September 26, 2013
An Uncertain and Grim 'Goodbye': an account of what was said...
Saturday, August 10, 2013
The Fall of a Cynic
I don't fall very easily-
I was taught to guard my heart keenfully.
The ones I attract normally come after me... but maybe that's just because I'm not the kind to be...searching
I have never tried to find love.
I have always felt enough.
I've always known I will want that someday- but it has always felt so far away.
Even when its sitting next to me... I can't bring myself to believe.
I have been made a cynic of love.
Not that I don't believe it exists... certainlly it does!
I have simply found it ridiculous (and discouraging) to see such an item made out of something that is suppossed to be exclusive.
I feel guilty when I consider letting such an emotion to contradict what I have always stood beside; and when I let it interfere, or rather, intervene in my thoughts.
Some days I wish I could just let go of this responsibility....
and other days I am thankful that I do not have to go through unnecessary pain.
I crave experience, yet I do not wish to give into my selfish flesh...
I want to be strong.
I know for a fact that God wants us to love... and that he created us with the desire of connecting with other human beings. But I also know that such a beautiful thing as love can be deadly when the lust for one another is what keeps such feelings going...
I have waited for love because I know it won't truely work as long as I put my confidence in my own means of stability.
And I know that I am most definitely not stable on my own!
The tricky part is giving up my agenda and trusting that God knows my deepest desires and that he knows exactally what he has for me.
I will let down my boundaries that I have put up for myself once I place all of my security in the Lord of my life.
Now, as I entertain the idea of experiencing such a relationship,
I no longer feel guilty as let myself fall.
I don't feel weak as I let my guard down...